The Nut Factory
by Brian Thomas Armstrong
When I first
arrived here I would sleep in the back of a truck-bed in my living room. I
would wake up in the morning with nothing much to do, wondering, searching in
my mind as to what I should partake in during my stay here - and then I found
the factory, the old man told his visitor, with an enthused gleam in his eye.
I started out by
pulling taffy, and then tediously but joyously stretching it back and forth
along the long walls of the factory’s warehouse. I then started making
furniture so that I would have something to sit in while chewing on the fruits
of my laborious creations. Then I started making shoes for the long walks I
endured, and then grew to love, along the trail that I take to the market located
in the middle of our town square in order to sell all the goods that I make,
the old man said, brimming with pride.
My success grew
remarkably fast, so I then hired some of the locals that no one else would seem
to hire, although they were perfectly fine men and women in my view, and together we built the small industrial empire
that you see here today, all based on candy and shoes that took the local
business community around here by great surprise, creating many friends, and
also a few formidable enemies if you know what I mean , he winked at his
visitor looking very satisfied with himself – I am very very busy now as you
can see, and I can hardly remember that dark place the state of my mind seemed
to be trapped in before, when I was actively drinking that is. “I know how you
feel pop, I’ve also been in that same dark place many times before,” the old man’s
son told him in a somewhat solemn response. I’m very busy now as you can see,
and I really must go, his father repeated once more. His son told him he wanted
to come visit him again soon, and also bring some books back for him to read next
time. Oh yes please do - said his father - but never mind the books, there is
much for you to learn and do here, and I am in desperate need of help with my
factory, as you can see I am very busy here. “I would like that allot pop,” replied
his son, a sad smile was on his face as a tear started to well up in his eye.
There was also a frazzled looking, somewhat confused and distracted smile on
his father’s face as well, as father and son faced each other from across the
long wooden table. Very fine then, said the old man, it was assuredly nice to
see you again, and as I said before, I am very very busy here, and the factory
needs me as you can see. “OK pop, it was
great to see you too,” he reached over and held/shook his dads hand for a brief
minute, and then he stood up and left the room, forcing himself not to look
back at his father as he walked away.
The son looked back at the tall ominous brick
building that housed/incarcerated his father as he often did, while walking slowly
away from it towards his automobile in the always half empty dirt parking lot
in front of the asylum. He was once again trying desperately to hold back the
flood of welling tears that threatened to pour down the front of his youthful face.
This was a sad routine he knew very well, and expected every time he left one
of his few and fewer in-between visits with his disturbed father. He made
another silent vow to himself that he would visit the institution more often –
after all, his father certainly needed him now, more than he ever had before.